Been surfing the Net for a while... Finding things that reminded me of fond and not-so-fond memories... It's like seeing a person from afar...Watching he/she looks now... Imagining him/her then... The memories made; fondly recalled and sadly forgotten... Thinking how would be like if I enter his/her world again; would it be for the better or worse? For him/her? For me? For us? So many questions I rather not answer; fearing the answers than the questions themselves. sigh...They say that being young is to look forward and becoming old is when we begin to look back... But is to look forward not to look back at all? people, things and memories we left behind... to totally let go... not even shedding a tear? to turn back on things we used to cherish... being reminded of the reasons why we left... reasons of the mind and of the heart... the randomness swirling in my head... recalling... letting go... saying goodbye without a word said...eyes wanting to say everything and nothing at all... tears held back... words rendered meaningless... thoughts forever lost in the staleness of emotions past... wanting.. not wanting... deciding... to be un-decided... sigh.
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there's really that thoughts you are half decided... half wanted...
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